If you noticed

If yal have noticed ive not been in game or been afk from game.. this is mostly cause my best friend in game guanaco aka JackDRipper has another major fight in game an like how our friendship started it came out of game.. were not talking any more any time he sees me hes says some shit that tryes to be hurtful but im trying to ignore.. but please understand when i forge friendships in game i take them seriously so when i forged my friendship with him and we took the friendship out of the game it was an emotional rollor coaster... so now were broken up so to speak me tryin to be in game is and emotional hell... i almost want to quit but i think of how much money ive sunk to this game and i cant.. but for now i cant really be in game either it emotionally hurts to much because the way i associated myself with him and the game if you can understand that.. sooooo where does that leave me!?!?! in limbo playing forsaken world and hangin out in vent afk... im not quiting but if you do need me come to vent leave me a message there if it that bad or leave me a message here if it something you need done... im also moving officers around so that the people i make officer will have power to run guild.. and my marshal will have my phone number to call me if its really an emergency... ill be on to do dalieys everyday and when i can redefine who i am that separate from my ex friend and im not gonna be crying everytime i look at my chars ill be back full time.. i just need time away from game that doesnt mean time away from yall..

We love you rell and we understand and hope to see you back on your char. being your bubbly self soon. I will do my best to help everyone that I can but it is hard to fill your shoes......when you are able to play your char I vote for going on a pking spree of as many red named people as we can find exspecially those on our kos list...... Or just finding a spot where we can all go and pk each other. To celebrate you getting back and our new members and with luck kmon getting back on. And me getting to play more.
We miss you and want you back soon.
Love you bunches

its slowy getting better im not crying so much when i log on for dailies.. but im not sure as to when ill be back full time im loving fw atm